No, I’m not trying to hate on Nancy this time. But I will pour my heart out instead.
This is how I see every Toru and Nancy pic.
I’m not trying to say that I deny her existence with this, I’m saying, I ONLY have eyes for Toru. When I see their pics, yes, I see it wholly as it is for a few seconds and think, “they look good together.”
I honestly think they do. And it hurt a lot at first. It still hurts until now. But then, I know it’s because I’m in love with Toru and the thought of him..being in a relationship, naturally anyone who is in a one sided love will be scared, right? I was aware of it the moment I accepted I fell for Toru.
But..that’s IT. I LOVE him. That’s why after the fear starts to grow weak, my eyes starts to zero in on Toru, and only Toru.
Each time I look at him, I always feel flustered. And it hasn’t changed, regardless of who he’s with — be it Nancy or anyone else. At first I thought, I was being masochistic for keeping all their pictures together and looking at it from time to time. But each time, I keep realizing, Toru is always the only one who captures my eyes.
I’m growing tired of thinking of Nancy: who she really is, how she met Toru, what kind of relationship they have with each other, if she’s Toru’s type.
I’d rather think of Toru tbh lol.It doesn’t change anything. I won’t know. My own thoughts will just consume me and only me in the end.
That’s why I’d dismiss my thoughts of Nancy with just this: I love Toru. Nothing else should matter to me. As long as I see him doing well, I’ll be happy.
P.S. sorry for ruining your pics Nancy, I’m just making a point. Lol.
when someone you really admire reblogs/likes one of your posts
“Kyami Pamu Pamu”
“ROOKIES ARE PUNK”
“TWO OK ROCK”
I see what you did there, Kazue Kato.
YT is not that kind to me,..the vid always stuck here so i screencap it anyway!!…^///^
ONE OK ROCK - 69
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Favorite stage act. LIVE SUPERNOVA 81.3DX, March 28 2013
Jiichan what’re you doing?